So Blessed

I thought that when i started this blog that I would be able to sit down and write every couple of days. A lot has happened since i last wrote. But I want to start off saying how grateful I am to be here and for my family. all of them. they help me learn and grow everyday. The more i watch the news the more i am grateful for my little bubble. I am grateful for the men and women that serve and for the families that sacrifice. There is so much evil and when it gets close i go through a range of emotions. scared, relieved, angry, sad. The beginning of June I ran into walmart to get 2 items and i was on my way out of town. well i ended getting 4 items. on my way out I came upon a man who had just chased away a homeless person who was beating a man that was parked right next to me. He was covered from head to toe right out of a horror movie. He wasn't trying to take his money, car, groceries. i came to find out that it was random. i was blessed that Baron did not see it. he usually doesnt miss a beat. I drove off with my other infant not even strapped in. i still wonder what has happened to that man. that was someones father, brother, uncle. 2 less items and that could have been me or my children. I also think of that homeless man and what horrible experiences he has gone through to bring him to beat a man at random. how sad. and that man who shot all of those people in Colorado. smart with a future ahead. what causes someone to break? some days i feel it is best that i don't leave but i can't let it make me a hermit crab. just maybe a concealed weapon. well onto talking about my children the next time i have an opportunity.